I have been feeling so weird and wrong on so many levels these past few days. Feeling inferior and unaccepted by people. I do realize that my own insevurities are acting up but its totally making me feel crazy. I cannot stop feeling really negative about myself which is always beating my spirits down. I really do wish I am more positive but the outcome of what I hope for is always the opposite and it is even worse. Sometimes I just feel like a need a real slap from reality to make me have a reality check that I am lucky and should accept myself for who I am and not despise myself because of who I want to be. I don't know why but.... Sigh. I just want to be happy.
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