Sometimes, I really wonder if you ever noticed whatever has happened to our relationship. It has been a really solid 2 months since we last chatted, together. Apparently, it seems like you've easily replaced me with another person. I just wished I could do just the same thing, but I'm not as heartless as you. I can't do it. Everybody can judge me all they want, say I'm weak, pathetic or even a coward. I just have to say that it really has got me thinking about how everything can easily change. I just wished I could easily change my schedule and make it fit to yours so we can easily spend time together, but it ain't that easy as you know it. After all, it's just a pathetic wish of mine right? I really can't get myself thinking as to why I even bothered about this in the first place. Thanks for making me feel like a loser, compared to the times when we treated each other nicely.


Today ended on a good note. Being labeled as one of the most under-performing student by my teachers, I've finally managed to prove to them that I am able to improve on my studies. I passed all my subjects that I've received so far except for my Principle of Accounts (POA), Social Studies (but Ms Y said I've improved, thank god) and a Valid Reason (VR) for my Additional Mathematics. I bet I will be failing my Elective Geography paper and I've yet to receive my English paper, but other than that, I'm good. I even managed to achieve a distinction for my Physics, which really made me feel better after so long. But I still have a lot to work on for my O levels eh? Whatever it is, I can do this. I'm really starting to believe in myself now. And I've never felt this good before when it comes to my academic. :-)
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