The three sentences that has always been contradicting whatever I've been happening in my life. It's always so easy how people can just say that and get the words out of their mouth, but the thing is, have you actually proved it? Proved that you'll be by my side to face whatever I'm going through the thick and thing? Apparently, I've been searching and searching, high and low, left and right, but I always find nothing. Maybe I was just lying to myself all this while. There's always a cruel reality that you have to face in life - you're on your OWN, you walk ALONE. Definitely, all this negativity I have been piling inside of me will explode on its own one day. Let's all just wait and see who the person to cause all this negativity in me to explode like an active volcano.

Moving on, I had a productive TGIF the other day. Headed to Bendemeer Secondary School for a band exchange with other schools such as Beatty Secondary, Yishun Town Secondary, Queensway Secondary and definitely Bendemeer Secondary. Managed to learn a lot from the other schools although it was just watching them perform but what I definitely managed to overcome: my fears. Apparently, despite performing before a lot of people for more than 8 years, I still have this fear of screwing up inside of me. Nevertheless, thanks to the motivation we got from the teachers, alumnis etc., our second round was better. Sidetrack: Tons of handsome guys present (added on Facebook already hehehe).

That basically sums up whatever I have inside of me. Hopefully, it will be a better week since Common Tests are here. I want to: Pass my E Maths, A Maths, Pure Physics Lite paper, Combined Chemistry paper and Principle of Accounts. Have no confidence in Social Studies, but I shall still try my best to memorize..... *breathes in* the three long essays. Wish me luck!
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