These 2 weeks have been very difficult. There're too much problems for me to even describe it now. I just feel like embracing the problems, and then facing it, but thing is.... I don't have the courage cos I am too used to running away from my problems.

At times, I just feel like giving up and cry my heart out, but thinking back, why the hell should I waste my tears on you when you don't even care anymore. I can tell you can't be bothered anymore, and maybe so should I. But everything between us is just so strong and hard I wish I can just kick all these problems away....

Moving on, I'm going to try my best to start the next week with a smile, and make sure it lasts till the end of the week. I swear I am really sick and tired of crying, being sad, depressed and having people tell me I look as if I'm in a bad state. I have enough of it, next week, it will be a new week, a new start, a new me. I will love my friends even more than now, I will spend time with them even more than now rather than just think about you all day long cos afterall, it's just a waste of time.
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