I was browsing through my blog, and found my latest entry so disoriented. And so, I came up with a decision to delete the whole post. It's so Sing-lish, and I don't like. It's just so contradicting of me cos I made a promise to myself to try and post with proper English so that I am able to improve my English. Pushing language and academic aside, I'm living a life full of contradiction. And I'm actually amused as to how people around me are behaving right now. Everybody's having their own split personalities, double-faced people and all. And just like what Xh said to me the last time, "When you're depressed and out, the ones that stand by you are the ones whom you can label as your true friends".

I'm actually laughing at my stupidity right now for how easily I can trust a soul with everything I have in mind, but I just end up being pissed at them, and not doing anything. If this is what people are going to label as friends, I'm never going to agree to this. Unhappiness has been arousing a lot these days, and I've decided to take everything in my own stride.

After all, it's Ramadhan. The holy month. Amin.