I just wanna be carefree. I wanna be away from whatever I'm facing. I wanna be a bird, always moving everywhere and travelling to all places. But, I gotta face the reality, and this is the reality. The dreadful one. And what more, I can't believe I've fallen for someone. After 3 months of being carefree and being a free soul roaming around, my sight settled down on you, and this is utterly wrong. A companion, a leaning shoulder for me to cry on, and even an ear for me to vent to would be seriously nice, but I just don't have the trust to tell anybody about this. I feel so sad, I feel so weak. I feel so defeated, yet I'm egoistic. God help me face all these obstacles, with confidence and patience please. Amin.