Unreproductive
So I've been down with Migraine for two days straight, and it's really not helping me in any way. It's seriously disrupting my study time, and I feel so scared for Mid-Year Examinations. I gotta admit, I am NOT prepared for exams at all. I've not even studied for Social Studies and Principles Of Account (POA) Paper 2 which I'm gonna be taking tomorrow. I've been so busy preparing and studying for Pure Physics, that I can't believe I actually dumped all my other subjects to a side. I do not have any time management, and this is seriously killing me. I have to buck up, I am determined, but a lot of things are just getting in my way. Sometimes, just when I feel like giving up, better things come around. And when better things come around, there'll definitely be something that makes me want to give up all over again.
Like what U stated on my Facebook status, "I'm determined. I will study hard, get at least 4 A's for O lvls next year ( I believe this is possible if I stop getting distracted), then go to JC, learn triple science, head to University (regardless of whether local or not), then continue studying, find a stable job in Singapore (Doctor/Chemist/Teacher/ Any high-paying job) and in a few years time, migrate to Australia and stay there. :) ". Now, I myself a doubting what I said. I don't have the confidence, I've lost all the confidence. I don't doubt that I'll be down for a Parent-Teacher Meeting (for Term 2, if there is) cos I most of my tests, and Geography is seriously a murderer. I should've just taken History, and instead of taking POA, I should've taken Pure Literature. But I see no use in my blabbering of my subject combinations now, cos this is what I've chosen. I just hate hate hate and regret my decisions. I swear I suck in decision making. Pfft. :/
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So I've been down with Migraine for two days straight, and it's really not helping me in any way. It's seriously disrupting my study time, and I feel so scared for Mid-Year Examinations. I gotta admit, I am NOT prepared for exams at all. I've not even studied for Social Studies and Principles Of Account (POA) Paper 2 which I'm gonna be taking tomorrow. I've been so busy preparing and studying for Pure Physics, that I can't believe I actually dumped all my other subjects to a side. I do not have any time management, and this is seriously killing me. I have to buck up, I am determined, but a lot of things are just getting in my way. Sometimes, just when I feel like giving up, better things come around. And when better things come around, there'll definitely be something that makes me want to give up all over again.