Its taking its toll
I'm feeling so vexed at home. I've not been able to concentrate on my studies, and my backbone pain is taking its toll again. Thanks to me for not eating my prescribed medicine for like, 5 straight days. I'm sure if Mom gets to know this, I'm gonna get killed. Like seriously, cos I have like 3 different prescribed medicines, all for a different purposes. My studies are all affected, and I'm still pissed off over the fact that although I was playing in the rain on Thursday, I'm still not down with a fever. Damn, why must my immune system be so strong, it's such a bitch that even I feel like I'm a bitch myself.
Alright, I have to admit, I live a pathetic life. I really salute those who can read my blog cos all I do on my blog is vent out whatever I have, or just talk crap. I think I'm going crazy over books, yes, like seriously. I just went to Popular just now, and there's a new series of books by P.C. Cast! I so need to get that as soon as possible, and just four books will cost around 90 bucks already. My wallet is halfway burned right now since I'm left with only 20 bucks (cos Mom didn't give me any pocket money last week for 2 days, so I spent 10 bucks of my own money) and I just realised that I brought 50 bucks to school for the whole week last week, despite multiple warnings from Mom to keep it at home. And I'm just ranting everything I have in mind right here, I'm just another freak, and somebody seriously slap me please when you see me. I swear I'm not in the right state of mind.
Oh, tomorrow's Monday, there's no school, and I'm sad.
- Nothing to do except for study
- Nobody's suggested any study dates
- Nobody's suggested any lunch dates
I feel like a nobody. Haish, I live a sad life. I'm a major failure, omg, thank you so much, goodbye. Oh, and on a brighter note, my scars from Friday's fall is better. But, a weird thing happened today. Nenek suddenly called me Sayang. Haha, Nek, U dah miang eh Nek. I cubit Nenek baru tau. Hohoho.
